For many of you fortunate people out there, your New Year began the minute it struck 12 and 1st of Jan happened... However for those enslaved by the demonic Exams, lie in a pool of misery and cry, thus increasing their chances of drowning.... Hmm...
Basically, without departing from the straight highway of conversation...
My exams begin this Monday.
"sh--#!!*^?//#%^&#^&%{ "
Yes.
This time however, I have done a lot of preparation beforehand so I don't freak out the day before the exam... And actually in all seriousness, I'm quite proud of my prowess :D:D
Surprised really, that I managed it :) So I totally agree with my friends when they tell me to stop freaking out and studying so much...
The truth is... I'm a study-holic, and a completely obsessive person when it comes to marks... I know. Wtf. What can I do???? I just really feel the need to maintain top marks... And getting slightly bad marks in anything is like a... Master crime :'(
In my school, lots of people, especially two of my friends, study a LOT, and make it a point to act like if you DON'T study that much, then you're probably going the wrong way with your life... All I want to do is have a life where I don't look back when I leave school and think, "Damn, I wasted twelve years of my life getting top marks in tests that will never matter."
Because, the victorious joy I feel after getting good marks... Is kinda short-lived because subsequently, I have to start studying for the next test, and then the next.... And it'll never stop... :O
So I can either not study well and wallow in the misery of low marks, study too much and revel in short-lived glory, or study moderately, and understand that I can only do my best, and hope that it's enough....
Anyway, I have to go study (I know what you're thinking.... What did she make that speech for if she's gonna study anyway... See, "moderately" means that I DO study... :p )
So byeeee:D
Alvida,
Squish.
Basically, without departing from the straight highway of conversation...
My exams begin this Monday.
"sh--#!!*^?//#%^&#^&%{ "
Yes.
This time however, I have done a lot of preparation beforehand so I don't freak out the day before the exam... And actually in all seriousness, I'm quite proud of my prowess :D:D
Surprised really, that I managed it :) So I totally agree with my friends when they tell me to stop freaking out and studying so much...
The truth is... I'm a study-holic, and a completely obsessive person when it comes to marks... I know. Wtf. What can I do???? I just really feel the need to maintain top marks... And getting slightly bad marks in anything is like a... Master crime :'(
In my school, lots of people, especially two of my friends, study a LOT, and make it a point to act like if you DON'T study that much, then you're probably going the wrong way with your life... All I want to do is have a life where I don't look back when I leave school and think, "Damn, I wasted twelve years of my life getting top marks in tests that will never matter."
Because, the victorious joy I feel after getting good marks... Is kinda short-lived because subsequently, I have to start studying for the next test, and then the next.... And it'll never stop... :O
So I can either not study well and wallow in the misery of low marks, study too much and revel in short-lived glory, or study moderately, and understand that I can only do my best, and hope that it's enough....
Anyway, I have to go study (I know what you're thinking.... What did she make that speech for if she's gonna study anyway... See, "moderately" means that I DO study... :p )
So byeeee:D
Alvida,
Squish.
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