OHMIGOSH THE NINTH STANDARD IS SO FRIGGIN HECTIC!!!!! It's so tiring... There's so much to do!!!! There are tests every single week, insane amounts of homework and a frightening lot of Miscommunication. (I'm not quite sure if it's a word but it fits...:p)
Classes are tougher.
Teachers are weirder.
Classmates are meaner.
To cram it in a nutshell, I'm STRESSED.
I was experiencing some weird breathing problem where I kept having to take deep breaths... So I went to the doctor. Guess what he said???
I'm STRESSED! Well, No SHIT!!!!
I'm just gonna list the stuff that's making me go nuts at the present...
1. The WORK.
2. The responsibility.... Which I DETEST.
3. The feeling of not-belonging-anywhere-in-particular.
4. The feeling of not-having-an-aim-in-life.
5. The feeling that I'm-getting-FAT.
6. The feeling of insecurity. (Not that often... But yeah definitely.)
7. The feeling of being-forced-to-do-things-you-really-don't-wanna-do.
8. The temperature in my city.... Gosh I'm gonna MELT.
9. My feet.
10. The fact that I'm, for some MENTAL reason, on the school football team when I hate sweating, the sun, wearing shoes, socks and moving.
11. My parents.
12. The feeling of not-being-able-to-trust-anyone.
13. The feeling that I'm-a-total-bitch-to-nice-people-without-realizing-it.
14. The feeling that people-really-don't-get-me.
15. The feeling that I-have-a-warped-sense-of-humor.
16. The feeling of being BLAMED all the time and all the time and.... Yeah.
17. The feeling that I'm watching too many emo movies and getting hyper about the things I'm not supposed to.
I think that's about half of it.... :p
But as I was writing these... I've started feeling strangely a bit better.... That's good right? So I've decided that I'll abandon my blog now and study history for the quiz tomorrow. Yuch.
Oh yyeeeaaahh..... I was thinking that every time I write a blog, I'll end with a song suggestion or movie suggestion or something suggestion.
Today's suggestion:
MOVIE: The Vow.
SONG: Demons by Imagine Dragons.
Alvida, Squish.
Classes are tougher.
Teachers are weirder.
Classmates are meaner.
To cram it in a nutshell, I'm STRESSED.
I was experiencing some weird breathing problem where I kept having to take deep breaths... So I went to the doctor. Guess what he said???
I'm STRESSED! Well, No SHIT!!!!
I'm just gonna list the stuff that's making me go nuts at the present...
1. The WORK.
2. The responsibility.... Which I DETEST.
3. The feeling of not-belonging-anywhere-in-particular.
4. The feeling of not-having-an-aim-in-life.
5. The feeling that I'm-getting-FAT.
6. The feeling of insecurity. (Not that often... But yeah definitely.)
7. The feeling of being-forced-to-do-things-you-really-don't-wanna-do.
8. The temperature in my city.... Gosh I'm gonna MELT.
9. My feet.
10. The fact that I'm, for some MENTAL reason, on the school football team when I hate sweating, the sun, wearing shoes, socks and moving.
11. My parents.
12. The feeling of not-being-able-to-trust-anyone.
13. The feeling that I'm-a-total-bitch-to-nice-people-without-realizing-it.
14. The feeling that people-really-don't-get-me.
15. The feeling that I-have-a-warped-sense-of-humor.
16. The feeling of being BLAMED all the time and all the time and.... Yeah.
17. The feeling that I'm watching too many emo movies and getting hyper about the things I'm not supposed to.
I think that's about half of it.... :p
But as I was writing these... I've started feeling strangely a bit better.... That's good right? So I've decided that I'll abandon my blog now and study history for the quiz tomorrow. Yuch.
Oh yyeeeaaahh..... I was thinking that every time I write a blog, I'll end with a song suggestion or movie suggestion or something suggestion.
Today's suggestion:
MOVIE: The Vow.
SONG: Demons by Imagine Dragons.
Alvida, Squish.
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