Of chemistry, chemistry and chemistry

I'm so tired of studying Chemistry.
SO TIRED.

No. Not just Chemistry. EVERYTHING. I've had it with padhai (studying).

I'm literally like:

YES.

Merlin<3<3<3<3

Short post today... Guess why??
(Hint: It's to do with STUDYING)

Book: Read Russian Roulette by Anthony Horowitz.
You'll be able to understand the book if you've read at least the first book of the long EPIC Alex Rider series (by the same dude). Russian Roulette is about a hired assassin involved in the series.... but this book is his life story... How he was hired to kill Alex Rider, a fourteen-year-old spy recruited for special missions by the MI6. IT'S AHMAZING.

Alvida,
Squish.

A Lesson in Acceptance

I'm presently watching The Diamond of the Day Part 2.
My hands are shaking.
I kid you not. They actually are.

I know this is the end.
I know what's going to happen.
I know that sitting here in denial, pretending that it won't, is stupid.
I know that however much I wish, there will be no season 6.
I know.

But I can't accept it.

I CAN'T.

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No.
Arthur....

No.

He can't be dead.

He.... he can't.

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I thought I had prepared myself for this.... You know, at least tried to accept it....

Guess I was wrong.

I have not cried this hard in a long time.

Now I'm just... Shocked into silence.

This....

No.
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I wrote that much of the post yesterday... (and cleverly forgot to publish it)  When I was seriuhsly grieving.... I'm still sad. very sad. But I've come to accept it.... I mean, Merlin, Guinevere, the knights, Camelot.... they all accepted it... And slowly moved on.... So can I. Arthur dying was like losing a friend.... Merlin ending was like a chapter of my life closing.... I need to remember it with a smile and not with pain...

Now there may be hundreds of you who believe that I'm making a seriously huge mountain out of a molehill.... That's okay. I think so too. I could say Merlin is just a tv show and that it never really happened. I could dismiss it all as nonsense and move on...

But I don't want to. I want Arthur's (so what if it never ACTUALLY happened) death to teach me something.... That things don't always turn out perfect. But eventually, if you have good in your heart... You can have a great life... You can move on from your losses and learn and respect other people's sacrifices.

With that...

Alvida,
Squish.

PS: I kinda stole the post title from a Lesson in Vengeance from Season 5 of Merlin :)

Chanting- Day One

I just want to say..... the program was absolutely DIVINE.
We sounded divine.
We looked fabulous.
We felt supreme.

Wow.
2 more days to go....


Also. before the item was entirely over.... some total MORONS started clapping... I mean they're supposed to appreciate the beauty... The smooth river-like flowing of the music and shut the heck up.
Oooooohhh no. They choose to totally kill the atmosphere by CLAPPING.

I was literally about to go all:

Merlin gif spam :) and Tangled <3<3 (Eugene is the hottest thaaang ever :p )

Gwain <3<3<3<3

hahaha :) *Tumblr*

Alvida,
Squish.

After All These Years....

Hello there internet.
I don't get the thing with sleeping...
It genuinely puzzles me how much I love to sleep.

So a lot's been going on lately and I want to catch you people up....
(side note: my blog hit 1007 pageviews... whoa :O )

1. There is this program in our school every year called the Variety Entertainment Program where there are various (well DUH) items like western dance, Indian dance, choir, chanting, recitals, gymnastics, poems and a main play. So I usually don't bother taking part in all this stuff because I am a VERY lazy person...
However THIS time, I did. (WHY DID I ????)
Don't get me wrong, it's been ahmazing fun staying back with my friends and singing. (btw if you don't quite get what 'chanting' is... It's basically singing... we sing these sufi songs, vedic chants, prayers and invocations to the Guru within us and all that gaff... )
It's been fun trying on our beautiful costumes that make us look like angels (It's a white anarkali with a colorful Rajasthani dupatta (shawl) and jhumkis (dangly layered earrings) )... That's all great...
But staying back EVERY FREAKING DAY OF THE WEEK AND SINGING THE SAME SONGS AND PRETENDING TO BE ALL HEARTY AND INTERESTED?????????

No.
Just no.

Then there's the TIRING AS EFF journey back by B.E.S.T. bus in the stifling Mumbai heat; my loooong hair sticking to my sweaty neck, sitting squashed in a bus with other equally (if not more) disgustingly sweaty human beings who keep swiping at the beads trickling down their faces with grimy hands.... YEUCH.

So the last month and a half... though relaxed, has been living HELL.
The program is on Friday, Saturday and Sunday at my school... (Yeah... all three days cuz our school hall isn't fricking big enough to accommodate too many people so instead we have the ENTIRE show on THREE EFFING DAYS.
Grrrrrrrrr....
 Today was the technical rehearsal...
I was so DEAD tired when i came back from school, that I just flopped down on the floor of my room and went to sleep.... and BAM it's 6  o'clock.
Of course I was also watching Merlin in the afternoon which brings me to....

2. I AM OBSESSED WITH MERLIN OHMYROWLING ASDFGHJKL IT IS THE BEST SHOW THAT WAS EVER CREATED EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

I want to marry Colin Morgan. Seriously.

For my full Merlin rant... refer to hystericalhermitsunited.blogspot.in

3. Now.... ladies and gentlemen..... *drum roll*
That surprise I was telling you about??

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I GOT A SECOND EAR PIERCING!!!
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I was thinking of uploading a picture.... But my ear isn't the most attractive thing in the book...
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Maybe later :)

4. I am obsessed with Troye Sivan.... 
If you don't know who he is FIND OUT...
Here's the link to his YouTube page: http://www.youtube.com/user/TroyeSivan18

He's sooo adorable and funny.... :)
(He also acted in Spud, Spud 2, X-Men and some stuff....)
For those of you too lazy to check out his channel, here are some videos of his:

Heartbreakingly Adorable:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7VjYUnvnTog

This is beautiful:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OqG55HdmKTE
 (made me cry)

This is just funny:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y5o-aqlZ-gg

Of course I'm obsessed with YouTubers other than Troye like Caspar, Alfie, Zoella, Marcus Butler, Jim Chapman, Superwoman, Joey Graceffa, Patrick and Travis (PAVIS forever), Jack and Finn, Tanya Burr, Carrie, PJ, Shane Dawson, Tyler Oakley, Dan, Phil, DailyGrace blah blah blah....

I'm also shipping Troyler... (Tyler and Troye) come on who wouldn't??? :p
watch their videos together <3<3<3<3<3
Now I'm off to procrastinate a bit more.... BYEEEEEE

Alvida,
Squish.

PS:
Song Suggestion: Honeymoon Avenue by Ariana Grande and (O.M.R.) What Does the Fox Say and Stonehenge by Ylvis (If you want to laugh your guts out)
Book Suggestion: Teacher's Dead by Benjamin Zephaniah
Movie Suggestion: Spud!! (haven't seen it yet but it sounds really cute... :) )
TV Show: Grey's Anatomy (SEASON 10 is out !!!!! Yezz!!!), Rookie Blue, MERLIN, MERLIN, MERLIN, MERLIN, MERLIN, MERLIN, MERLIN, MERLIN, MERLIN, MERLIN, MERLIN.