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Wednesday, 14 November 2012

Connection

I'm away from home. Did  I ever mention that I get homesick ridiculously fast? Well, now you know.
Camps, school sleepovers, trips with friends- They're all different:) I mean, traveling with your family IS fun, but with no one of your age, it can get a bit depressing when there's nothing to do. Anyway, presently, I'm on holiday. And when i say holiday, I mean every bit of me is on holiday... Seriously! i have no idea what the date is, what day of the week it is, what time it is, and when we're going back home.... That's how pathetically clueless I am. But have no fear, I'm gonna write about something more interesting than my sudden bout of amnesia....
            We were all returning from a lovely dinner at this awesome barbecue restaurant, when I began thinking about different ways to begin a book. Oh ya, did I ever mention that I'm very into writing books (Huh that makes it sound like I've actually WRITTEN books:) No, all I've ever achieved is starting one off, feeling very proud about it, abandoning it for a few days, reading it after that short spell of time, finding it painfully childish or pretentious or whatever, scrapping it, replay).... But that hasn't disheartened me.... So anyway, the point is, I want to list some ways to start a book... Some sentences or whatevs.

1) What. The. Hell.

2) I stood there, staring longingly at the mast of the Arora, as it disappeared over the horizon.
(Yeah, I know 'Arora' is kinda corny but I'm fascinated by the Arora Borealis.... And I'd prefer a a ship named 'Arora' to a car any day:P)

3) Today, I'm resigning, at last.

4) "I've waited forever just to see that expression on your lily-white face," spat the shadowy figure, slowly rising from the corner.

5) Yes!!!!!

6) "Hot," whispered Lana, leaning over from her side of the bench. I wasn't sure whether she meant the chilly pickles in her sandwich or the tall, black-haired, stormy-eyed God who had just strolled in.

7) She didn't notice. Right?

8) This is stupid. Really, really stupid.

9) I'm running out of ideas.
(Hey!! That's a cool start!!!)

Okay. I guess some of them are pretty lame, and if I ever end up writing a book, I may not use any of them:)
But the thing is, a good start will always hook the reader... Some really lame-ass start off, may just lead the reader into thinking that the book is the pits (even if it's not).
Right, now I'm feeling decidedly less homesick. WHO AM I KIDDING???? I want to go home!!!!

Well, I simultaneously think I'm overacting. My 10-month-old ah-dorable rosy, well-rounded (heehee) cousin brother is there to lighten my days, and ease my troubled mind. He's soooo cute!!!! He smiles and gurgles and eats and sleeps. He splashes around merrily in his bath and listens dazedly when someone sings or plays music.... Presently, he is hyper and not-asleep, even though it's getting late and he should be.

Anyway, the point of this blog is to feel a little connected to my inner self. My real world which I feel a bit disconnected from presently. Okay, gotta go now...

Alvida,
Squish.

Monday, 12 November 2012

Time

Diwali holidays for about a week have commenced. It's so weird after the last few stressed months. One would probably think I would be OVERJOYED by the break. Well, I am, but see, recently I have become very concerned about time. I don't want to waste even one valuable minute of my life doing something I SERIOUSLY do not want to do. I added the 'seriously' because I have no choice but to go to school on the days of tests or exams, or drag myself sleepily to Hindi tutions. Now those are things I DON'T like much, but are necessary, if you know what I mean. I hate throwing my time away doing stuff that's never EVER going to help me in my life. those are the things that are present on this planet to make me miserable. So anyway, on that happy note, I'll write out a few revelations that kind of sprung up from nowhere during the last few hours.

1. I went for a blood test in the morning, and found the needle puncturing my skin, fascinating. I don't mean to act all I'm-so-brave-and-fierce here, but I didn't wince or anything. In LIKE the sight of blood, can bare reasonable amounts of pain, and watch Grey's Anatomy, which involves a lot of cutting people open, exposing innards and such likes. Then, after puzzling over all this, I discovered my interest in Biology. Not bacteria and plants and mushrooms but humans. I find physiology absolutely engrossing. At least that's what I think. My favorite science is Biology. It was all along but I was too busy delving in my deep-rooted hate for science to notice.

2. I'm really really lazy.

3.  I don't know what I want to be when I'm out there, supposedly ready to make life-changing decisions  and whatnot. I really cannot decide on one profession. So then maybe two. Or three. Or four? The thing is, I want to make a difference. I don't know where, or how but I want to create an impact on... Refer to the first question of this sentence. This doesn't mean that I'm going to devote my life to curing planet of Global Warming or anything... It's just means, I don't want to be ordinary. Yeah, that just about sums it up. If I'm an author, I want to write INSPIRING books. An actress, I'll act in deep, influential films that change people. A person supporting the needs of the undernourished and impoverished, I'll go to the remotest places. I desperately want to set an example for mislead kids. Eek, I got all emotional:P

4. I feel homesick waaay to fast.

So I took the Top 4 revelations and compiled them in a list. I'm out of things to say.
Oooh!!! I got another one. It's very true.

5. I simply LOVE making lists!!!

So then I"ll make a list of things I'll do or try to do now....

1. Clean my desk.

2. Paint.

3. Paint my nails.

4. Pack my suitcase for the trip tomorrow.

5. Go downstairs with a friend and pass the time chatting.

6. Sing.

7. Finish Geography journal work, and at least start the History stuff.

8. Sketch.

9. Study European Architecture from Social Studies, just cuz it's interesting.

10. Stop typing rubbish.

Okay, now I depart to carry out these magnificent tasks that I set forth:)

Alvida,

Squish.